Urges

This morning was eventful and kept a steady, energetic pace. This afternoon I felt sluggish and unmotivated. By evening, I realized I had (by indecision) ruled out several tasks that I could have accomplished for the day. I spent the evening online, and stumbled back into the records of the Wolves of Vinland – vikings living in Virginia who live, craft, and toast together and have land on which they’re building a long hall.

I also saw reference again to runic half-months – and saw that we’re in the half-month of Uruz, primal energy, uniting opposing elements to bring energies to fruition. I was definitely feeling it, and spent the evening gulping down information and wanting to go for a run, to lift weights, to know the runes more deeply – in general, to be closer to what I want to be. Strong, wise, active in my environment and intimate with my surroundings.

I burnt some of my energy by getting rid of more of my belongings and organizing what I am keeping so that it’s not in the way of those passing through the den. Now I’ll either hang out with Duncan or not, and will possibly meditate, run, lift weights, or just spend some time in the dark. Any outcome will be welcome and refreshing, even though the more official ‘work’ I should have done today has been put off one more time.